SAYA SAYANG MAK SAYA,,,

SAYA SAYANG MAK SAYA
assalamualaikum...

tempat : kg bukit cempaka
di suatu petang yang damai...

Puan Ramlah : eh, ari ning ari ibu la.
Encik Mohd Isa : ho la..dari takdi lagi duk tunjuk kat dalang tv tu ari ibu.
Puan Ramlah : hu..takdok pung anok2 kite tepong ucap ari ibu..
Encik Mohd Isa : anok2 besa belake doh,sibuk banyok kije belake.

Puan Ramlah berwajah sedih termenung jauh mengenangkan anak2 yg sememangnya jauh2 belaka..di dalam hatinya memikirkan kata2 sang suami, "betul ke anok2 dok ingat ke mok doh ni?"...

tiba-tiba handphone berbunyi.

Saya : assalamualaikum mok...duk wat mende?? (ayat wajib saya apabila menelefon ibu..xtau kenapa mesti keluar ayat ni..nk tau ibu duk bt ape sebenarnye..hehe..)
Puan Ramlah : waalaikummussalam..dok wat mende, duk kat ayoh ni ho.sehat dok?
saya : Sehat..
Puan Ramlah : makang dok agi?bla..bla..bla...
Saya : bla..bla..bla..

setelah itu ibu pun duk sibuk bercerita pasal isu semasa dan gosip2 panas yg berlaku di kampung..hehe..ibu saya ni memang xsah kalu tiap kali menelepon mesti akan diselitkan hal2 yg terjadi di kg..pasal org mati la, pasal org nak kawen la, macam2 la pendek katenye..sebab tu la tiap kali telepon ibu mesti sekurang-kurangnya setengah jam bergayut..sape ckp kne bergayut lama di telefon mesti dengan boyfriend sahaja??saya dengan ibu saya pun bergayut lama ape..hehe...sbb tu la walaupun tinggal berjauhan dengan ibu, tetap rase dekat...
dah syok sgt dengar cerita ibu sampai terlupa tujuan utama saya menelefon ibu..ish2..sampaikan ibu berkata,

Puan Ramlah : alang tau dok hari ni hari nape?
Saya : Tau la..baktu org tepon nie..SELAMAT HARI IBU, mok..
Puan Ramlah : Terima kasih..ade gak anok mok hok ingt hari ibu.
Saya : Ingat la, sbb tu tepon nok ucap kat mok nie..hehe

mendengarkan kata2 saya itu, saya pasti sang ibu tersenyum lebar di hujung talian..wahai ibu, walau kami jauh diperantauan, wajah ibu, kasih ibu sentiasa tersemat di lubuk hati yg paling istimewa..dirimu, kasih sayangmu, perhatianmu tiada tandingannya oh ibu...di waktu kami kecil, bersekolah, masuk universiti, bekerja, single, bertunang, dh kahwen, xde anak, anak sorang atau anak tige, atau walau bagaimanapun keadaan kami, ibu kaulah ratu hatiku

Final year in Indera Kayangan....

Dear me and my friends,

as you grow older, you tend to realize that things change. the big things, the small things ,big become small, small turn bigger…haha. whatever. they just do. you'll realize that in 5 years down the road, your favorite “kedai siam NZ” will no longer be there, and you then develop a liking for laksa, and for me and my lovely housemates, one stop soup cafe place is our favourite now! me no longer café angah…no longer hostel life in our final year..others friends?? we separates by place and times. everybody is busy.. so driven. so motivated. its hard to slack. not that i want to of course, im just saying its great stuff. no one wants to get left behind. through academic, practicum, examinations and thesis pressure.

you evolve, you grow, you explore, you close, you become cautious, you turn a little bitter, you love a lot more. things like that.

but of course, 4 months away have changed a lot of things. and i'm still trying my best to grasp on things. in time i learnt that, some things are better left unknown. selfish as that may seem, it only keeps the optimism flowing. Left all bad things between us behind.2010, go already. make way for final year 2011, hopefully filled with much more love, honesty and trust between me and my friend as that have the “grey hair” is still my besties.

the badminton court still there..still same, I can see a shadow of my juniors playing there , but me??? Maybe once a week if I’m lucky… if not, maybe once a month. Not like 4 years ago, the court was only for me n my friends. Every day, every evening, or maybe every night if nothing stops us, we will be there. Smashing, running, stepping, sweating, jumping, the court just made for us. I can feels my soul there… but now? I’m just like alien on earth. Nobody know me, n nobody that I know playing there….

as time goes by, about five years in indera kayangan, favorite people aren't my favorite anymore. why its change??because its can change...and for a pretty gurl (not our batch) that I will never forget, im sorry for a things that i wish i could have fixed earlier, but i guess thats not for me to say. after all, everything happens for a reason, no ?

everybody was matured enough…not same during we were in foundation programme, PPISMP, or KPLSPM…sometin like that…Whichever. you come to a point in life when you realize not everything is fixable. not everything can be mended and not every hurt can be fully healed. scars will be obvious, memories will haunt you back. there.

this is what the mess does to you. you learn that not every single one of us is perfect. and that everyone makes mistakes and no one is an exception to that rule. the idea is to see through their imperfections and take something good out of it.

one year left hasn't been much. a paradigm shift took place. i have developed this new thick skin that enables me to become a tad bit stronger than the year before. being away from your comfort zone may not mean much to some people, but it was a big deal for me. and it still is.

whole part of me is ready in kangar now. for last few months. to score a few more goals, and bring back the scroll. so it all can come to end.

so it all can come to END..

draf kajian tindakan...

1. Tajuk Kajian Tindakan

-Penggunaan kotak Lattice untuk meningkatkan kemahiran murid dalam menyelesaikan masalah pendaraban.

2. Nama penyelidik

-Rafiuddin bin Mohd Isa (S.K. Guar Jentik)


3. Refleksi pengajaran dan pembelajaran yang lalu

3.1- Tinjauan masalah

Pada praktikum kali ini, saya mendapati masalah darab memang satu masalah yang paling ketara di kelas saya iaitu kelas 4 Jati. Terdapat murid yang tidak dapat menyelesaikan soalan darab terutama yang melibatkan darab dua angka. Kecelaruan bertambah pada peringkat pengiraan terutama yang melibatkan pengiraan yang panjang.

3.2-Analisis tinjauan masalah

Berdasarkan tinjauan awal yang telah dibuat, murid keliru terhadap pengiraan yang panjang . Semakin banyak melibatkan nombor, semakin keliru murid-murid.


3.3- Fokus kajian
Bagi mengatasi masalah, saya telah terfikir untuk menggunakan kaedah Kotak Lattice. Kaedah ini sesuai kepada murid yang sukar menguasai cara mendarab dalam bentuk lazim yang selalunya memerlukan pengiraan yang panjang.  

4. Objektif kajian

Meningkatkan kemahiran mendarab melalui kaedah kotak Lattice

5. Soalan kajian

-Apakah yang boleh saya lakukan untuk meningkatkan kemahiran mendarab murid?

6. Kumpulan sasaran

-Kajian ini akan melibatkan 21 orang murid Tahun 4 Jati, kesemuanya berbangsa melayu dan terdiri daripada 7 lelaki dan 14 perempuan.

7. Perancangan pelaksanaan tindakan

7.1 Perhatian dan temubual

Memerhati jalan kira yang dibuat murid serta mengadakan sesi temubual dengan murid

7.2 Pre-test dan post-test bagi mengumpul data.

Oh manusia...

Menurut nafsu lesu,
Menurut hati mati,
Menurut rasa binasa,
Menurut jiwa kecewa...


Ikutlah minda,
Jika ingin berjaya,
Ikutlah akal,
Supaya kau tawakkal...


Manusia hari ini suka bersangka-sangka
Ada sangkaan baik...Ada sangkaan buruk...

Orang yang suka beribadah disangka riak
Orang yang relax disangka malas
Orang yang pakai baju baru disangka menunjuk
Orang yang pakai baju buruk disangka hina

Orang yang makan banyak disangka pelahap
Orang yang makan sikit disangka diet
Orang yang baik disangka buruk
Orang yang buruk disangka baik

Orang yang suka senyum disangka mengejek
Orang yang masam disangka merajuk
Orang yang bermuzakarah disangka mengumpat
Orang yang diam disangka menyendiri

Orang yang nampak menawan disangka pakai susuk
Orang yang nampak ceria disangka membela

Mana kita tahu ...
Yang diam itu kerana berzikir kepada Allah

Mana kita tahu ...
Yang senyum itu kerana tujuan bersedekah

Mana kita tahu ...
Yang diam itu kerana mengenangkan nasib masa depan dirinya

Mana kita tahu ...
Yang menawan itu kerana bersih hati dan mindanya

Mana kita tahu ...
Yang ceria itu kerana cergas cerdas otaknya

Mana kita tahu...
yang hidup kita kerana kita tentukan...

Messi surprised at winning world award

Argentina forward Lionel Messi said he "wasn't expecting to triumph" after fending off FC Barcelona team-mates Xavi Hernández and Andrés Iniesta to win the FIFA Ballon d'Or in Zurich.

Argentina forward Lionel Messi beat off competition from FC Barcelona team-mates Xavi Hernández and Andrés Iniesta to win the inaugural FIFA Ballon d'Or award at a gala ceremony held in Zurich.

The 23-year-old – winner of the FIFA World Player of the Year and the Ballon d'Or awards last year, which have now been merged – admitted he "wasn't expecting to triumph" this time around after he collected the trophy from his Barcelona coach Josep Guardiola.

"This is a very special day for me," Messi told the congregation at the Zurich Kongresshaus. "I would obviously like to share this with all of my team-mates because if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be up here accepting this award. There was so much talk beforehand of Andrés Iniesta or Xavi Hernández winning so I'm as surprised as anyone.

"It's fantastic to win another one of these trophies and I hope now that things continue going well at Barcelona and that I can achieve with Argentina. On a personal level, I'm conscious that Barcelona are doing really well and that we're picking up individual awards because of that. This time it's my turn to win one."

Argentina were knocked out in the quarter-finals of last summer's FIFA World Cup, but Messi excelled on the domestic front, finishing as the Spanish Liga's top scorer with 34 goals in 35 appearances to help Barça win their 20th league title. He was also top scorer in the 2009/10 UEFA Champions League with his team eventually falling at the semi-final stage.

Current Real Madrid CF coach José Mourinho was also honoured at the ceremony, receiving the FIFA World Coach of the Year award for his achievements with FC Internazionale Milano last season. The Portuguese led Inter to a historic treble of UEFA Champions League, Serie A and Coppa Italia triumphs.

The FIFA Women's World Player of the Year was won by Brazil's Marta for the fifth time in successsion while the FIFA Puskás Award for 2010's best goal was taken by Turkey's Hamit Altıntop for his strike against Kazakhstan in a UEFA EURO 2012 qualifying victory in September.

Messi was one of six Barcelona players named in the FIFA/FIFPro World XI. The full lineup is:
Iker Casillas (Real Madrid CF); Carles Puyol (FC Barcelona), Lucio (FC Internazionale Milano), Gerard Piqué (FC Barcelona), Maicon (FC Internazionale Milano); Andrés Iniesta (FC Barcelona), Xavi Hernández (FC Barcelona), Wesley Sneijder (FC Internazionale Milano), Cristiano Ronaldo (Real Madrid CF); Lionel Messi (FC Barcelona), David Villa (FC Barcelona).

life to be continue..... =)

new year..... new determination... and new spirit...

hopefully, this new semester my life will full with joy and fun. but, since this is the final year i'm know that it will become very tough for me. i'm not the perfect student but i will try my best. the successful will not come to you easily unless you try to strive for it. the most important, set up your goal and then smash for it until you get what want!!!!